Wednesday, October 16, 2013

sylvia


although it was love at first sight,
we aren't sylvia and ted, darling

you won't cheat on me
or marry someone else
(coz you love me so)

and i will never need anti depressants;
for my heart will never be clenched by an owl's talon
(coz you love me so)

i will never be seized by the irrational compulsion
of putting my head in the oven
or leaving our (imaginary) kids desolate
(coz you love me so)

you give me everything i can ever want
everything she ever wanted, but never got
i pity sylvia, 
i wish she had met you.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

hindi wala pyar

sukhi sukhi laagey baarish
gili gili laagey dhoop

shaayad humidity kuch zyada hai saiyaan :D

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

flamingo kisses


but darling,
mon chéri,
when you kiss me in the night rain
with the glow of the sodium vapor lamp on your skin
(or is it happiness?)
and i see your eyelids, 
ever fluttering
blinded by our love & raindrops
i hop on a leg 
and jump once more in the puddle
(splashh)

(i'm) flamingo legged 
& shy
so kiss me again 
oh me oh my

Monday, September 16, 2013

you and i


you are

maddeningly sweet
infinitely kind
shockingly sexy
nauseatingly cute
surprisingly stylish

and i am
hopelessly romantic
for you


Friday, August 16, 2013

Monday, August 12, 2013

secrets


"Tell me a secret"

love makes me wet

"No way."

All I have is a heart, its nothing but a giant heart inside,
I think I lack my stomach and liver and intestines.

"Why not?"

the intensity of my love might scare you (away)

"I can't."

I've been broken far too many times,
the reason i'm on cigarettes, coffee and cheap wine 
an ever so slight tap would be enough to crash and burn me forever 

"I'll find out."

the brown of my eyes becomes browner in tears

"Tell me a secret"

My heart is siezed by love yet again

(Inspired)

Sunday, August 11, 2013

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

crushed

'you know what's going to happen, I'm going to fall in love with you, because I always, always do'. - marilyn monroe





i want to go back in time, wrap your arms around mine and never let go





Sunday, July 14, 2013

sundays

Beginning my sunday with classic Beatles :)
I love how 'Hey Jude' picks up pace & how beautifully chaotic the background becomes in the end.

reminds me of the last time i was in love. 
An intense love.
Immensely crazy and chaotic, 
the whole of it, from start to end; 
picking pace, consuming me from head to toe, 
becoming painfully beautiful towards its last days.
Its still ringing in my ears 
and it just wouldn't leave me alone :)
you made me swing in love

swwwiiinggg innnn looooooove

and my head is still spinning


Saturday, July 13, 2013

on hazy pictures :)

"maybe god lies in details, but a goddess can get away with lack thereof as well"


such a cool compliment that is, 
so please excuse me 
while i gloat and soak and marinate in this
and enjoy my imaginary glass of wine ;)

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

holmie


and tonight
i miss you my friend,
terribly.
not the fierce lover,
not tonight.
but the fierce friend 
you were 
and how you always 
understood me.

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

I do love you..


I'm sorry when you asked me to say it one last time
I couldn't mutter those three words to you
They were stuck in my throat
Choked back as the tears silently rolled down my cheek
I couldn't stand to know I was really losing you
But I honestly have nothing but love for you
And i still care for you 
Even though I really shouldn't
I pretend I'm angry towards you
Because its a whole lot easier 
Then admitting I miss you
Deep down in my heart
I really do hope that she loves you half as much as I did
I hope she sees the scars and
Loves you even more
And I hope nothing but the best for you
I just wish I didn't have to be around to see you moved on
When I am not even close

Credits - Kendra Jones, Hellopoetry

(i'd have written this true story myself, but she said it first, & even more beautifully)

Monday, May 20, 2013

i only need my heart

I do not need a glass of wine in my hand
A flat stomach
Brown eyes
A perfect set of teeth
A tattoo on my lumbar curves
A prominent clavicle
That little black dress
fulsome thighs
Fondness of romantic poetry
Infinite knowledge of kamasutra
To be easy to please, impatient, kind & talkative but fucking cute.

All I need is my heart.

Because my heart overrides all else, when looking at my worth.
& that should be what catches your attention & what makes you stay.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

mi mon chéri



we will not decay

i'll catch you at fifty, divorced or in love,

drunken hand on my thigh

fitting just like a glove.


I hope I can meet you again when we're old, over a beer, with soft eyes and nothing but smiles over the rough but distant past that all but disappears while we laugh and share, united again for just a short period of time, as if every insignificant occurrence has led to us together and complete, even for one more moment... I think I'm in love with your soul.


* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *


we used to be crooked together

septum ring misaligned, hold on, you’d say,
and with your black pit eyes locked tightly to mine, I’d add a baby to the end of that.
(but only in my mind.)
one hand on my cheek, the other straightening me out.
(I always knew you found the perfect balance when you’d bite your lip and smile light. that and the world around us would start spinning faster and faster but you and I would remain still and constant and encased in an orb of something that existed and will only exist between our honeycomb souls.)
remember how we would put both our rings crooked and wait until someone said something? no one ever did— you were the only one. still are.

stop by sometime. it’s been a while and I’ve forgotten your scent.
promise me you’ll bite your lip and I’ll promise not to let this go.



Sunday, May 5, 2013

(ohwowthisisbad)

Will always remember April 2013 as the month i lost 3 friends..

1. no amount of time can erase the memories of being together, laughing over the silliest inside jokes, doing the most unspeakable things and writing a hundred poems to each other..

2. from how you turned from the dearest one to one mighty hell of a stranger..
Letting you go is the best thing to do..

3. Rest.in.Peace.
I wish I had spoken more often with you after school..

1. my ex 
2. a very dear friend
3. a very dear classmate

 & (idontknowhowtohandlethisimmensepain)
yes sir, this is personal

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

with you



when i'm with you
i'm a teenager
riding my new ladybird
buying my 1st strawberry soda

when i'm with you
i'm a 6 year old
happily drunk on frooti
swinging in the park
infront of my house

when i'm with you
i'm as shy as a teenager
wearing a laced bra
for the first time

when i'm with you
i see a butterfly flutterby
and wonder just how many of them
are inside my heart

when i'm with you
i feel the wind in my hair
while you take me in your arms
and spin the world around me

when i'm with you
i am that 6 year old
playing hopscotch
holding my skirt
kicking about with my small toes

when i'm with you
i'm wearing that babypink & cream frock
that my father gifted on my 6th birthday,
and running around barefoot with joy

when i'm with you
i'm that shy teeanger coz
my crush has a crush on me too

when i'm with you
i want to buy popsicles & cotton candies
and collect stickers and tazos with you

when i'm with you
i let you tie my laces
and choose which color of gems
i am going to have next

When i'm with you
i wonder how blue the skies are
how green the grass is
how flirtatious the wind is
and why you love me so much

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

marshmallow


I want to crawl over your 
collar bone, tuck myself 
beneath your skin, imprison
myself behind your ribs and 
hug you from the inside.

Credits - Alicia Auch

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

amrita pritam & sahir ludhyanawi


A young Amrita Pritam, madly in love with Sahir, wrote his name hundreds of times on a sheet of paper while addressing a press conference. They would meet without exchanging a word, Sahir would puff away; after Sahir's departure, Amrita would smoke the cigarette butts left behind by him. After his death, Amrita said she hoped the air mixed with the smoke of the butts would travel to the other world and meet Sahir! Such was their obsession and intensity.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

on my knees



if you were to suddenly appear on the road
that i'm walking
right now
i will fall on my knees
weak & shivering 
with a strange mix of pain & pleasure

and if you smile, only god can help me..

Monday, January 7, 2013

.


oh, what would i not do
to relive our first kiss
and that uncomfortable unfamiliarity
of seeing your face properly
for the first time.
that night of our first snow,
when every flake was a spoken word
and every move, so incorrigibly impetuous.

State of Happiness


late at night, when only broken teenagers
and felines are awake. maybe it's 3
(or 4, or 5)
or right when sunshine slinks through.
somewhere between consciousness and slumber.
i turn, fingertips brushing your skin,
warmth dispersing under my pores.
not fully awake, not quite asleep, i wrap my arm 
around your torso,
my lips placing lazy kisses upon your freckles.
your fingers, from alertness, or habit, grasp onto mine.
and somewhere between the state of consciousness and slumber,
i fall back asleep.

if you are going to ask what my favorite thing is, or
what on this earth makes me the happiest,
i would tell you to read the lines above

Courtesy  - Amber S